Streaming is not my Jam.

So Streaming games is NOT my jam. Apparently, I don’t have the character personality to be able to entertain at the same time I show people my L33t skillz at playing games. <sigh>. So, what do I do now? Go back to my original plan and get better at the Arts? I am so frustrated that I am unable to find what I need in life. I love art. I love games. Is there a reason I can’t jam the two ideas together and make something of it? What I need to do is make a plan. I’m horrible at making plans. In that way I’m kind of like my dad who always used to tell me to live one day at a time. Now that I’m older I really question this little bit of wisdom that came from my dad, and it makes me feel doubtful, and horrible that I feel doubtful. The one thing that I DO know is that I’m a starter, and not necessarily a finisher. I’ve have to break this habit. I know this now.